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FUNNNNNNN!

2010-06-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

YOYOYO! :D

i Love the holidays!
but i feel kinda guilty..cuz i don't think i used my time wisely..
cuz i didn't really studied much..
OhWell.. gotta enjoyy once in a while ;D

i've got so much to update you guys!
well, during this summer,
first two weeks was band & homework & study.
mostly band..
it went past real fast. & i updated you guys alr.
riteee? :)

then, the next two weeks was outings & camps & slack.
i had Awesomely so much fun! :D

within that two weeks, i had a total of 2 camps.
prefects' selection camp (2days1night).
i got my third tan there.. darkkk skin ):
not that i'm rasict....but i look horrible.
camp's funnnnn!
it was great & i kinda enjoyed it
cuz sec 2&3 prefects rock! \m/
we were a small group...as compared to the SCC
& the love & warmth between us was felt.
it was greattt! :)
watching the SSC, scary. :/

the second camp would be a youth camp,
2days1night
this coming weekends.
i hope i can survive...tired leh.
& the best part is that school reopens the next day!
wow.
i hope i don't die. :)
kinda excited for this camp,
cuz i'm attending this with my siblings & cousinss!
yeahhhhhhh~ we rule. :D

within that two weeks also, i had a total of 6 outings.
thats a lot. cuz i still have got homework! :O
i didn't come for 1, which is actually today.. )):
so, 5 yeah.
it's the Frenchxaphone outing.
French horn + Saxaphone peeps.
they went to Minds Cafe...& i missed it! ))))):
i need rest. + i've got too much outings. i need to study. ):
had a hard decisionnnn manz.
i was the only member not attending.
ahhhh, this feeling sucks. ):

the first outing was with my dearest class, 2A! :)
we went to East Coast Park.
18 ppl(including me) came
& it was Lovelyyy~
i was pleased that quite a number came...
& i'm proud to say that it was NOT a failure.. :D
(unlike the previous ones....) :P
i had so much fun & i Loveeeeee you Apples! :)

laughed a lot. heeeeeee :D
but sadly, i got tanned.
i got my first tan for June there.
the worst tan ever. sucks man.
lucky i wasn't wearin' tank tops or spaghetti string tops..
until now, i still look dark! -.-
(cuz i got tanned 4 times, & this was the first)
we played like crazy there.
captain's ball, sand, water, food, bicycle, rollerblade, & lots more!
had dinner at boon lay aftr that..
i brought home marshmallows&chocolates! ^^

second was with my CSP peeeeeps!

some still doesn't know what's CSP.
well, CSP = Chinese Special Programme.
what's that?
go do research on moe website. haha
we went to Marina Barrage for picnic.
got my second tan there.. -.-
the weatherwas crazzy i tell you.
hot hot hot then windy then hot hot hot..
out of the manyyyy/big class,
only 5 ppl(including me) came. yeah, pathetic.
but we had lotsa fun okay! :D
cracked so many jokesss.
we're forever lame, horny, & cool! whoooppsssyy. :P
chubbybunny was epic. Lol.
but fun lahhh. hahahah
then went over to town for dinner

third, was with my family.
we went to shopshopshop! :D

venue? everywhereee! haha
we went around Sg. :)
it was fun & i Love my family so much. ;D
although we fight & quarrel & scold,
we're still the bestest friends ever.
heeeeeeeeeee.

fourth, bersama rakan-rakan kelas Bahasa Melayu Lanjutan saya.
+ Cikgu! :) haha

it was kind of also a farewell thinggy for cikgu. ):
@ Marina Barrage.
had my fourth tan here. sigh. -.-
we eat, talk, played, fly kite, & had fun. :D
ohwellllll....cikgu's leaving.... ))))):
haixxx.. ya'know,
Cikgu is one of the sweetest teachers that i've met & that taught me.
i think Cikgu is the Best among the others.
She's super kind, lovely & very patient!
she can tahan my class's crapness..lame jokes.. & just everything!
she dun get mad if we hand in homework late.. or if we can't finish up our work..
her teaching is simple & short & can be understood easily..
she's just lovable! <3
it's real sad that she's not teaching me & my hml class anymore.. ):
gosh...i'll take quite some time to get use to changes.
ohhwell, i can't change anything.
thank god there's technology, facebook, & stuff..
so that ppl won't be missing out too much..
hmm, aftr that, the weather went crazy. rained super heavily.
had lunch @ IMM..its been so long since i went in there.
i see the building almost every week, to & fro frm chinese..
& only then i went it. it looks new & fresh. got Daiso eh! haha

outing number five is with my bestest friends in the whole wide world! :)
pri sch peeps, 6¢(: Lovessssss <3>
sadly, one of them can't make it....so it's like only 5 of us(including me).
i miss all of them sososo much!
Neri & ChingYi grew so much!
they're like 160+ alr. jealouss much.
Xinrui's still small & cute,
while ShiYi's the same, but got more matured. Moree. haha
we went to BPP. :) so cozzy. haha
our original plan was to eat at Swensens..but planned changed.
planned to eat at this thai(?) restaurant. but we changed our minds again.
at last, went to Pizza Hut for lunch. :)
& to Swensens for our dessert! :)
lunch was lovelyy..
played with ChingYi's Nikon cameraaa! rawwwrr.
i want one! jealoussss. haha
talked abt manymany things.. & it was fun lah. :)
the service over at pizza hut was superbbb!
they were so nicee ;) & funnny!
hmm... BPP changed so much since i last went there.
the weird thing is that, it changed a lot of times!
like when the last time i went there, it just changed.
& now that i went there again, it changed...Again!
looks super new & classy.
everythin's new lah.
or is it just me?
cuz i haven been 'hanging' around bp for such a long time..
it's just my home.
not my place.
i'm now part of cck alr. haha.
Lot 1's so boring actually...
well, i found out that as we grow old,
ppl go to different places.
like when were at bpp,
Neri & XinRui knew like almost every teenager there.
funny rite? then i told them that it's not my place.. i'm cck. haha
then ShiYi was like, then i'm Clementi! since she's in NUS now.
then ChingYi was like, i'm Orchard! WOW. haha.
sounds so Awesomee. SOTA mah. ^^
we had Earthquake for dessert!
had a hard time choosing the flavours. :P
went around BPP to check out its new stuff afterwards..
& i got to know that they've got Daiso too! wowwww.
i'm so typical. cheapcheap. 2 bucks only! i likeeee. haha
after that, went over to Neri's & played Wii! :)
had so much fun, screaming & 'hard-core' playings.
i tried DDR too. wow. i can't dance. hahaha!

one of the days, i had project. Chemistry~
& 0n another day, had Physics project~
projects are funnn. ^^ haha
i did the 'leftovers' of my homework mostly at night..

& yeah.....
today's kind of my rest day.
did nothing much, except for reading magazines, chat,
update on celebrity gossips! :P

& talktalktalk to my sis & mummy.
girls talk. ;)
we talk about whatever stuff that comes by.
we talk about boysss. :P
hahahaha

looking through this long post,
i can conclude that my June holidays were spent!
( including the first two weeks of band. :) )
but not really wisely.
kind of regret. should have studied moree.
& cut down on the internet.
cuz it's the only time for me to catch-up.
i need longer rest too.
i'm getting stronger, but looking more horrible these days.
i really need a face treatment! badly. haha

& one more thing.
YES, I CUT BANGS.

urgh.
everyone's asking!
i cut last week, Sunday. the day before prefects camp.
i really wanted to cut bangs since last month...
cuz i wanna try! imma girl. must try must try.
& everyone's cutting. 'tend' much?
i asked many people's opinion.
some said yes.
but many said no.
i was stubborn. i wanna try okay! haiyo. -.-
so i did try.
after cutting, i felt great. freshhh.
new haircut mah.
( oh ya. plus my hair too. i trimmed it, with V. :) kinda shorter.)
after shower,
wow. turned out kinda weird.
my mum & cousin can't stop laughing during dinner.
TSK. -.-
didn't had time to adjust them, until yesterday.
but ok whattt. my mum said i look like an egyption queen.
thanks mum. i take that as a compliment.
oh wellll.. gotta try something new once in a while~
if i look funny in school, sorry. haha
can't seem to clip the bangs up cuz there'll be short strands.
more weird. so yeah.

WORLD CUP.
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
i have been sleeping very late this month,
despite the tiredness. haha
watching matches have been really fun.
this year's world cup's full of surprises & drama!
unexpected things happened, & expected things didn't happen..
but nice lah..
esp with my family & while texting. haha
well, sleeping late while watching match = eating snackss.
fattening. i think i gained so much this holidays.
i want P.E.!! :P

hmm..can't wait for school! :)
but i really need a longer holiday!
like seriously, i didn't get much rest. ):
school's gonna be tiring, i bet.
back to reality now. i'm a student. :) a real nerd okay. hahahah

long socks & skirts. (as promised to prefects. ><)
limited $$, no going out, no shop, no internet, no text, no calls, no boys.
hahahahah!
i think i rather die.
being a student in the 21s century is all stresss lah.
unlike my parents era. their stories sounds funnnn. hahah

i just had the Best June holidays ever. :)
(not counting the upcoming youth camp yet! :P)
secondary two rockss! \m/ heheh
pity those seniors, sec 4s
who has been studying the whole time.
jiayous! you guys can do it! :D
seems so scaryy....well, it is!
i can wait very long for my turn. haha

that's all for now.
i need to resttttt. :P
see you guys when school re-opens!

enjoy this video~
so BOOMz. :)

:)

F U N T I M E

2010-06-14T15:02:00.003+08:00

it's working time. ):

i'm rushing through my homework,
so that i've got time for my own revision,
so that i can enjoy my holidays. (a little, at least.)
i realised that i read novels very slowly.
especially Malay novels. (holiday assignment-.-)
i'm currently reading this book,
'Gadis Gelandangan'

so far, quite interesting.
but sadly,
after manymany days,
i'm only at chapter 2. -.-
this sucks. ahhh, i 'love' reading..

Sunday was great. <3
spent time with my family.
well, actually, it was only with the ladies.
wanna know why?
CUZ DADDY ONLY BRING AQIL OUT. (pffft.)
out to where?
OUT TO TOWN. (-.-!!?!?!?!)
leaving you girls at home?
YEAH, LEAVING THE LADIES AT HOME. >:(
so what did we do?
WE WATCH DVD & EAT SNACKS. :DD

my dad still owes me a shopping trip.
well, they(my dad+younger bro)
went out to have a Father&Son outing.
my dad did it on purpose.
he didn't want the girls to go out.
so evilll.
they end up buying shoes.
my younger bro got his boots, at last.
& socks & the teeth protector thinggy
for his rugby.

the teeth protector thinggy is disgusting okay!

& my dad got his Loafer.
i'm so jealous. hmpphhhh!
I WANT MY RED STILETTO! :P

well, me, my mum, my younger sis & Aniq
watched dvd.
the first one was a malay love comedy. :)

'Semerah Cinta Stiletto'
= As Red As Stiletto Love <3
it wasn't a very 'awwww-ing' movie,
but it's still niceee. the stiletto is Lovely~
Stilla is a very fortunate girl! rich, pretty..
& Leto, the average joe..
they look sweet together. awwws ;)
& it's about the red stiletto. *OUCH!*
hehe :P

while watching, yeah. we ate a lot of snacks.
eyyrr. a lot of sodium. haha. but it was lovely.
we laughed a lot. loveit loveit loveit! :)

& then we watched another dvd.

it's called '2 Hati 1 Jiwa'.
= '2 Heart 1 Soul'
it's about this Siamese twins.
as they grow older, reaching 20yrs+,
they kinda hate each other,
like the bickering sisters.
they're soso cute! like seriously. esp, the younger sis.
& also, when they got to university,
met handsome/cute guys.. &people.
then at the end,
both got married, to twins!(both Doctors!)
haha ;D
what a lovely ending. :)

so after watching, my mum asked me & my younger sis.

Mum: So... the average joe, the rich guy, or the doctor? ^^

Me: Definitely not the rich guy! -.- playboy!

youngerSis: I'll take the average joe luh.
i'll have an average, yet happy life. :)

Me: So i take the Doctor? *melts*

Mum: *lauging* not bad, not bad.
But must go get into University first!
if nottt, later i choose for you. *evil laugh*

Me&youngerSis: Eyyyrrrr! -.-

-.-
so... the Doctor huh? hehe :P

Malay movies are niceee. i likeeee. :)
or is it just because got romancee.? haahah.
spending time with my mum & sis was Awesome.
Love you gals so much! <3

then at night,
watched World Cup.
the match was boringg~ & the teams suckks. ;P
had a friend accompanying my night, texting...till i sleep. ;)

--

today, met the Doctor.
he said,
eat more & use the computer and mobile phone lesser.
-.- i knew it.
i've got healthy eyesight okay doctor!
then get back home & homework all they way~
i'm just left with a composition, 2 book reviews & Projects. ):
ahhhhh, go away you evil work.
will be having class outing tmr! yayayay. so excited :)
i miss the Apples! sadly, not all going. ):

i'm looking forward to more Fun,
eventhough i'm not going overseas for this holidays..
Sg is good enough luh.
:)
that's all the updates for now.
B Y E ;D

BLAST

2010-06-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

it's time for a celebration. :)

last night was a Blast.
Wind de Brassion III was a Success!
the audience was Awesome.
what a Beautiful night. :)

KSB did well,
despite the high tension +nervous..
well, they were parts that could be done muchmuch better,
but we've got only one shot. so just make it count yeah?
like what Sir said, Murphy's law will definately happen.
& i bet it happened.
there were just some parts where 'no sound' came out.

but whatever it is,
we did our very Best,
& i'm the sure the audience had a Great time :)
the first bunch of things i saw
when i stepped on stage was my family.
i was happy that they came & supported me,
despite their busy scedule.
my mum had a workshop/seminar earlier on,
my dad just got back from work,
my younger sis&bro was suppose to go for extra silat practise
cuz they've got performance the next day, which is today,
but they didn't go cuz of my concert..
& also, despite the fact that yesterday
was the kick off for the world cup 2010.
thanks so much you guys. ;D

other than my family,
i saw 'no-one'.
everything was Blur.
the audience was just like a painting
& i couldn't recognize anyone!
then it was the intermission,
i went into the 'crowd' & i saw 'no-one' again.
it was so messy.
until i heard people shouting my name. :P
my classmates were there & i was so pleased. :)
they came to support us.
i love them soso much.. & they dressed so Glamly!
how i wish i was an audience...
i'll be wearing a classy Red dress to match the Red carpets! hahah. :P

i hope the audience was entertained by our music,
especially for the second half^^
i enjoyed every peice...(except for samba for flutes><)
the MJ tribute was great! dancing with gloves & hats..
& again, when i got off stage, i saw 'no-one' again.
the audience was Blur & they were just like paintings.
i didn't know my friends were like just in front of me..
nadiah & gang. & irwan too! i didn't know i was like dancing in front of him.
until he told me. Lol
but, yeah. i screwed up the dance.
mistaken the beats & looked like a fool.
but we were all Zombie's rite? haha

ended the show with the smashing hit song, Bad Romance!
(it's my younger bro's favourite part. haha)
the night was rather short & quite rushing.
not much time was given to chat & meet people.
sad. ): wasted.
how i wish i could take a picture with the audience.
like all of them.
they were all dressed so Glamly~
what a beautiful sight for us, the performers. :) Haha

after packing up & stuff,
things suddenly got very emotional.
i wanted to cry but nah. i'm so strong.
it was like the senior's last moments with us,
before they step down.
seniors = sec 4&5s. ):
the majors had their last duties last night,
& it was quite sad.
it seems like just last week,
James, Debbie & Rani took their major roles
during last year's investiture..
things are moving really fast.
& it's now left with us.
Band can never be fun without these people.
i swear i will miss them.
especially the 3 majors & my beloved french horn seniors.
WenLu & JingYing. ):
i'm already missing the practices with them..
& sectionals too!
haix.
i hope the current recruits are gonna be as Awesome as us.
(french horn recruits, i mean)
i don't care. i'll try to make the section bond
& we'll still be as Awesome as everrr! ;D

KSB has Rocked my life in Kranji.
i enjoyed every moments of it. :)
i'm lookin' forward to more upcoming projects!
& HongKong, hopefully^^

--

i'm now left with like only 2 more weeks
before school starts..
):
so much work to do.
my parents kept on reminding me abt my sch work &stuff. -.-
tired luh.
i've got so much outing too afterwards..
i seriously need to buck-up.
come, let's study together. haha

i wanna chop off my hair!
i wanna clean cut +bangs.
i wanna try a new/different hairstyle.
i hope it won't screw up.
hopefully by next week my hair'll be ready. :D

--

that's all for now.
i've got assignments waiting for me. ):

AHHHHHH

2010-06-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

Perfection.

well, yeah.
nobody's Perfect.
but everyone's Special, right?
and everyone can set their own personal target,
which is almost equivalent to perfection for our own self.
rightrightright?

.....

er. whatever it is,
I'M FREAKIN' EXCITED!
WOOOHOOOOO~
it's coming! it's near! it's hereeee....!
omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.
i'm very nervous.
i hope i don't freak out & miss pitch.
i hope everything goes on well.
i hope the audience will be entertained,
right from the minute we start performing. :)
i am super excited! ahhhhhhh~!

the Audience. Wow.
it's gonna be loud.
it's gonna be crazy.
it's gonna be Awesomezxczxczxc!
12 bucks' gonna so worth it.
& also the preparationsss...
people go shopping for clothes just for this concert!
GLAM!
what a night. :)
we'll all be super-famous-starts for a day! :D
pictures!
Lovely~

--

gotta drink lots&lots of water.
rest well.
don't get sick/injured.

Camp was tiring.
but it's worth it.
it's weird, but, i enjoyed the camp.
A lot.
french horn, Sir, seniors, mates & budds.
lovelyy~
i felt the warmth.
felt so cozy.
Life's Guuuuud. thumbsup!

--

ta-ta for now.
my family misses me too much! :P

Kantoi

2010-06-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

Busted.

UGLY

2010-06-05T21:28:00.001+08:00

*bite lips*

band practise just now was really Painful.
my pitching totally sucks today.
part of the reason was maybe bcuz my lips hurts!
these few days, it has been quite dry. well, very dry.
it feels so uncomfortableee.!
no matter how many times i 'lick' my lips,
it'll get dry in a matter of seconds!
& the worst thing is that,
it's cracking! & it was bleeding just now. x.x
especially the perimeter of the bottom lips.
it's painful, ugly, & not sexyyyy! whatlipsss. -.-

i love the fact that we played the whole repertoire,
just now, during rehearsals.
i was quite okay with it, just that my fckn lips! -.-
i can barely reach the higher notes.
my lungs/diaphragm was okayy.. not that breathless.
but my lips! & teeth too. somehow. teeth hurts? Haha.
how i wish i'm as Pro as WenLu... she's so Awesome!
her sound is superrrrrr. :D i don't how how she does them.
i must aim to be able to play/blast as loud as her.
someday, i willll~ ^^

Monday's band camp & i seriously don't like camps.
well, i don't mind practising for long hours till late night.
it's just the sleeping over + the whole day thing.
i WILL look like a Zombie after camp.
seriousss. i look like one aftr every camp. urgh.
but due to some extra class,
i'll be sleeping over for the second(last) night only.
sucks too luh.
& i'll be missing the first two days of mornings!
sectionalssss. :/
but sadly(+luckily?), the upper sec wont be there too.
so it's just WiLeen & the sec ones? hmmm.
i heard that camp's gonna be scaryy. haixx.
i hope i can survive. :)
i think i'm falling sick already.
i started not feeling well since yesterday night, before bed.
but it's not fever. just flu & 'not-feeling-well' feeling.
must really take care of my health manzxc!

BandBandBand.
my two weeks of 'holiday' will be used up just like that.
it's more than halfway through already.
i hope it's worth it.
i have not been really studying, when i'm suppose to..
cuz i really need to catch-up on my studies!
i've got so much to do. i planned everything alr before the hols.
but somehow, band was taking over too much.
instead of doing work/study, i chose to sleep instead,
cuz i need the energy for band.
homeworks/assignments are all just halfway completed.
i'm not really focusing..
but yeah, studies must still be my first priority.
that's what i was told. (by Mum&Dad of course)
so, i was kinda disagreeing with James
when he said that we should put aside our books
& make Band our first priority.
hmmm.. whatever it is,
be all want the Best of Both worlds rite? who doesn't?

--

):
these few days,
my Dad is just not himself.
i can see & feel that he's stress.
i pity him so much.
now he's unwell.
maybe physically, emotionally & mentally?
he've got just too much things for a
39-year-old father, husband, friends, a man? lol
hmmm... i don't really know what's the matter/problem,
but i know something's wrong.
well, Adults. i don't understand them.
i can just pray for the Best & for his health.
he's everything.
like a robot...?
if he malfunctions, my family's gonna be in a mess.
he has been the one supporting everyone, everything now.
gosh.
i suddenly feel a heavy responsibility.
as the eldest child...as a daughter.
GO DAD! YOU CAN DO IT! I'M HERE!

I Love You, Wathrus Shurul :)
i mean, Dad. haha!

--

hope everything's gonna go on well. :)
i have high hopes^^
after concert, i want my time back!
& my sexyyyy lipsss!

Lol.
nights world. :)

People

2010-06-03T19:55:00.001+08:00

Waves. :)

i wanna talk about People who make impact on others.
on me, especially.
small things matters. they matter a lot. (well, to me at least.)
some people just don't realise that even how little they did,
it affects a lot on others. & it'll reflect on themselves too.
there are eyes everywhere.. & no one's invisible.
what's done is done.
i change because of you people.
you people changed me.
don't get me wrong here..
an impact can be both positive & negative.
i appreciate those +ves and to the -ves, fckoff. :)

i can say that i used to have split personalities.
like two/three years back?
i behave differently with different people at different places.
it sucks.
lucky i realise it fast.
i myself hate people who react differently.
well...in other words, who aren't themselves.
so the question here is, who are they acting as?
celebrities? models? boss? others?
there is no way to hide 'cuz Sg is tiny. :)
it's a smallsmall world out there.
& now, with facebook, twitter, myspace & etc.,
every one's being stalked in a way or another.
scary huh?

both positive&negative impacts made me who i am today..now.
i am grateful to be Me. :)
my parents, siblings, family.
& Friends. :)
these people change my life..for some, it's within split seconds.
who ever knows that having a crush on someone
can change way i communicate offline.
offline meaning on texts, msn, facebook,...well, when i'm not talking.
i used to type like some slut, thinking that it's cool. gosh. what a loser i was..
for a good impression, i changed. & it changed forever.
it permanent now. & i'm lovin' it.
:)

& others too.
tired to type.
well,

Life's Goooooooood.
:D

--

hmm..people are so busy nowadays.
seems so hard to have a chat with my seniors. Haha.
O levels. nvmm, i can wait.
i had Macbeth workshop in school just now.
& i remember the teacher saying,
"Focus is good. Multi-task is rubbish."
Haha! tsktsktsk. to all those 'multi-tasking',
better focus. :P
the workshop was niceee. super nice. i love it.
i hope my Lit. grades will improve. :) thanks miss tang!

will be having Band tmr^^
concert's coming!
i'm super excited!
my excitement level is kind of higher than being nervous.
our concert's gonna be a Blast. a Blast i tell you. :)

oh ya. 2A girls + jj (-.-)
is in the process of painting a Beautiful mural outside the Art room.
we're doing the Leonardo room, the one on the left.
we're doing Great, even though not all of us have the talent.
All they wayyyyy~ :)

well, i blogged just to make time fly, waiting for dinner.
out of boredom actually..
hungryhungry :/
i'm sick of homework alr. so sickkkk.
i don't seem to get myself reading the Malay novels that i borrowed,
even when i chose a very interesting novel on teens life, love & girls.
haishh.. i need to find a worm now, cuz i've got the book.
i need the 'bookworm attitude!'
& not forgetting, Projects! urgh. so many to completeee.
my group's only starting in the 3rd week of the hols
cuz we'll be super busy+tired on the first & second.
hope things go well. they must.

ohgosh. i just received a call from Vikram.
need to substitute Greald for a competition.
tmr. in sch. wtf.
last minute. i'm willing uh...but i'm tired.
gosh. what a life. ):

mum's calling alr.
that's all for now!
Dinner~
:P

enjoy this MV :)
i love the combination of the two singers.
aww.

'A life is not important except in the impact it has on other lives.'
Jackie Robinson

Holiday~

2010-05-31T12:34:00.000+08:00

YO!

it's the first day of the first week of the holidays.
it should be Summer now,
but it seems like the weathers crazy these days.
it's HotAndCold. :)

my mid-year results was Epic.
it's horrible, ugly, & hopeless.
i've never gotten such awful results before,
& it gave me a sudden shock.
i experience things that i never experienced before.
& i realise that i have to fail, before i can work harder.
like now i guess..
it suddenly open up my eyes that everything has a faraway effect.
the future, i mean.
one mistake could change my entire future.
:/ i don't want that to happen. scaryy
for the first time ever, i got scolded by my dad. real bad.
what an experience....
i felt so guilty for adding up the stress that my dad's facing.
but he did it in a professional way. i love him so muchh.
lucky he understands, at last. thank god.
it took him about 2-3 days to fully understand.
oh well... how i wish... how i wish my grandad was still around.
he would have helped a lot. ):

i've got my punishments.
1) ugly results on my report book
2) must force myself to study whenever i'm free.
my dad set at least 8hours per day during the hols.
if that day got activity, must pay back during the weekends.
crazy.
3) my computer may/might not be placed outside... ):
worst thing that can ever happen.
ohfck.

wellllll,
i am going to make things right.
i promise.
i will work hard.
i will not care about any other else.
(my mum said that being a student is a pity.
esp for girls.
cuz we'll start panicking about how we look,
how we dress and stuff like that..
she said that it's not the time to look pretty.
the time will come later.)
hmm..i hope that encourages me. :/
i will cut down on the computer.

i hope things will go right, even though i'm left. :)

--

G R E A T S I N G A P O R E S A L E A W E S O M E Z X C Z X C !

shopppppppppppping.!
yeah, i'm a typical singaporean.
i love sales.
i love cheap&good stuff.
:)

well, like seriously,
i need to buy new clothes & shoes.
& products.
i haven't really go out for shopping yet.
dad say maybe 2 or 3rd week.
fair enough. :)

--

i'll be trying my best to keep my hols enjoyable.
can't wait for the gathering & outings with my friends, old&new!
:D
& my phone is my bestestest friend for now,
since we don't really meet people..
i'm looking forward to Band too!
camps...practises...CONCERT ;D
it's coming nearer & nearer...!
hope it'll be a good one.
it MUST!
i wanna go HongKong~
it has been so long since i went to disneyland/ocean park.
i want the Candy! ^^

& not forgetting,
prefects' camp too!
hope everything goes well,
including my health
i don't wanna fall sickkkkk.

enjoy this cover video.
i wanna go jamming with my couzyy,
but nvr had the time. ): sad luh.

Smiles. :)

Great day :)

2010-05-14T22:18:00.004+08:00

Waaasssuuuppp ....!!

:)
Aww. Gee. Yay.
i [heart] today.
my day w asGreat today.
i felt so good when i saw You.
it was perfect.
You made my day.
it started&ended Great.
Thank You so much. ;)

Had Maths cum Science cum NE cum YOG trail today
@ Labrador Park.
it's kinda weird cuz its like my 3rd time
going there with the school this year.
too much, maybe? :P
the trail was totally Fun & tiring.
we ran, scream, shout, scold, smile, laugh, jump, kick, skip, ...
& more.
& we Cam-Whored too. Yay :D teehee.
i Love 2A. but sadly,
some people just don't appreciate
other people's presence. aww):

In the afternoon part, had band. :D after so long!
it was great, & Cool-ing. hahah
we were updated with some
good, bad, horrible & awesome news.
hmm..,
Saturday practises will be starting
from tomorrow onwards.
Concert's coming!! like real soon...rushrush.
& Tuesday practises too.
Hmph. i can't come on Tuesdays man..
cuz of CSP. Sigh.
can't seem to be able to prioritize the two of them. tsk.
but it's okay. we'll see how..

--

told'cha!
my bills exploded.
my sms went up to almost 2000.
luckily, Daddy wasn't so mad.
cuz i warned him already, when my sis got hers. :P
& guess what?
'i'll cut your line in about a day or two.
tomorrow evening or Sunday morning
go get new plan+phone.'
i was like 'yesyesssyesssss!'
At Last.
He understands :)
Singtel? Starhub? M1? i need to choose one.

well, yesterday my Mum planned
to go shopping on Sat, which is tomorrow.
i was already Very excited
cuz i Need to go Shopping Badly. Badly i tell you.
but boohoo. got band tmr.. urgh. spoiled the plan.
howhow? cannot tahan already okay.
& furthermore,
my Mum was the one who suggested
for the shopping trip. not me okayyy. how fantabulous!
cannot miss one okayy. (singlish tone:P)

simple can't wait for more Post-exams stuff.
cuz it'll be the only time to Slack for a while :)

Happy Weekends world. :)

updates (:

2010-05-13T16:03:00.001+08:00

BRUNO MARS HAS A FCKING NICE VOICE.

he somehow looks like Jericho Rosales, the Filipino actor.

aww. so cute.

hmmm,
talking about guys,

i watched 'Ip Man 2' on Tuesday,
with a few or my classmates
& it was so freaggin' Nicee. :D
how i wish i can fight like that.
it'll be so cooooool.

the movie started Awesome
i was telling Regina how cute the guys were the whole time.
& the part when the Big guy(i dont know his name:P) died,
wow.
it was super dramatic.
made me shed a few tears.
then, the ending was nicee.
i'm so proud of the Chinese. haha!
after the movie, they went to the Arcade.
i felt so 'out' cuz it's just not my thing.
went to take neos & went back home.
i think i saw Anta in the train on my way home.
he looked so Glam~ haha.

resumed Silat at night.
it has been like 5 weeks since i went for the practise..
1 month break..
felt so good. met the Silat peeps
:D

--

Wednesday,
had no school :)
Planned to go out with Mum,
but cancelled. :(
i woke up late...
ended up cuddling myself at home.
went to fetch my baby bro from his school,
& i Never Ever wanna fetch him Ever again. -.-
it was just so embarrassing & he's so naughty!
yeah, Thanks mum, -.-
i think she purposely made me fetch him
cuz she saw me in my room doing nothing productive.
h-e-l-l-o?
i was okay.
i was reading the news online,
updated myself with the "outside" world,
chat with some old mates..
hmph.
& the worst part is that she reminded me of my O lvls.
(which is like 2 yrs later.........)
-.- cm'mon. i need a break, Mum.

Daddy went home quite moody.
i think it was partly me&my younger sis's fault.
i don't wanna talk about it.
makes me feel bad. (even though it wasn't my fault!)
:(

--

came back to school today :)
was kinda lookin' forward cuz i miss school.
hehe ;P
had cyber-wellness talk in the morning,
the first part was regarding 'BLOGGING'
& the second was about 'gaming'
learnt quite a lot of stuff from the talk. :)
later part of the day was the Kranji Idol Semi-Finals~ !
it was quite okay i guess. the singer were well...good :)

school was average..
maybe cuz i didn't see You...(random?)
i'll be having Maths Trail tomorrow,
& Band resumes! Yay :D
it has been so long since the last practise,
& concert's coming~
got a Lot of work to do..

know what?
when i reached home just now,
i found out that my mum went shopping.
went shopping Alone.
went shopping WITHOUT ME. -.-
how could you mum.. urgh

that's all for now. :)
hasta la vista ~

HeyHiHello! :D

2010-05-11T11:39:00.003+08:00

Hey readers. :)

Exam's are over for now.
so yeah,
Let's sing, dance & enjoy! :D
i Love this song.
the words are just so nicee. ~

Sir, shake my hand - It's a pleasure to meet you
I'm not trying to waste your time
My name is Miserable & Full of Regret
but, I'm trying to change that line
Up in my head are all the times that I've seen you
& wished that you were dead
But one by one, they turn and point at me
until i wish my demise instead

Because, I've heard all the things that you say to me
To hold my head high and pick up my feet
But, i think you'll agree
I'm not quite ready to go

Cuz we can look up
yea we can let go
yea we can let go of this tonight
Cuz we are alive, and we're not alone
I'm finding love within the light

Without a doubt, i am full of hesitation
I'm positive that I'm unsure
That the disease in my lungs that is keeping me from singing
is so lonely without a cure
Inside my heart, just a few inches over
I can feel a stronger beat
It's the only thing that will keep me alive
The only thing that drives my feet

Because I've heard what you've said and i figured it out
To hold my head high & just go about
with a smile on my face
Because i know, in the end, the sun will come out again

We can look up
yea we can let go
yea we can let go of this tonight
Cuz we are alive, and we're not alone
I'm finding love within the light

OH!
We can look up
yea we can let go
yea we can let go of this tonight
Cuz we are alive, and we're not alone
I'm finding love within the light

& I'll say, "i believe you when you tell me there is still a silver lining"
yea I'll say, "i believe you when i wake up and the sun is brightly shining"

Because I've heard what you've said and i figured it out
To hold my head high and just go about
with a smile on my face
Because i know in the end, the sun will come out again

Because I've heard what you've said and i figured it out
To hold my head high and just go about
with a smile on my face
Because i know in the end, the sun will come out again

We can look up
yea we can let go
yea we can let go of this tonight
Because we are alive, and we're not alone
I'm finding love within the light

OH!
We can look up
yea we can let go
yea we can let go of this tonight
Cuz we are alive, and we're not alone
I'm finding love within the light

cute cute cute^^

OhBoy,
i miss you so much..

;)

Mummy ;D

2010-05-09T12:31:00.004+08:00

Good Afternoon. :)

Happy Mummy's Day
to all Mums out there! :D

hmm..
it's not easy to be a Mum okay.
just look at my Mum.
having 4 kids to take care, a husband and the whole house.
& not forgetting, my siblings and i are all very hard to take care.
we're Stubborn, Naughty, but FUN. :D
yayayay.
& my Dad, The Ultimate Boss. :/
& as a housewife, she has got A LOT to take care.
sometimes, she's like the house maid.
but i know that she does all her work with Love. <3
Mum's so lucky to have me as her daughter okay!
gee.
but i know i've been a very bad 'anak dara' :P
i don't help her cook.
i don't help her do house chores.
i don't help myself to tidy my room.
i don't help myself to make my bed.
i'm not helpful. D:
butbut,
i help her choose clothes that make her 'oh-so beautiful',
i help her choose stunning heels for Raya^^
i help her bake cakes&cookies ;D
i help her wear make-up.
i help her be fashionable.
haha. see. i'm so helpful. :D
like all Mothers,
my Mum's the fierce one.
just like the female Lion.
fiercer than my Dad, arrr.
but, she has a kind heart. :) just like me. teehee.
I Love my Mum. :D
thanks Mum&Dad for getting together. Haha!

i'll be having family gathering later, at my house^^
can't wait to see all my pretty, cute, hunky couzies! Haha.

that's all for now.
gotta bake some yummy cakes!

:D

Bills :/

2010-05-08T20:54:00.004+08:00

Hello World. :)

my Dad's kinda strict these day...
ever since my younger sis's hp bills went up till like $60++
despite the fact that she've got
Unlimited sms, Free incoming, 100 Free outgoing, Wifi. -.-
i'm freakin' jealous.
she took this plan like during the March hols,
while i was having prefects camp.
& i was getting a new plan+phone too!
but it dragged,
until common test 1 results came out.
Daddy wasn't happy & yeah.
he said he'll look at my mid-years.
so sadly, i've got to wait.
nvm, i'm patient.
but the problem is that,
i'm still stuck with my current hp plan,
which is only with 500 free sms, free incoming, 300 free outgoing.
which is equivalent to, 'bill-so-gonna-explode'
like i told'cha. April was Awesome.
i think my smses will be like a thousand plus?
hmph.
& he was like,
'i set rules, you follow. you break, i change.'
change = using PRE-PAID.
like WhatTheHeck is that man.
urgh.
i hope he understands luh..
i'm a teenager. i have many friends. i've got a life Daddy..

butbut,
he told me to start choosing phones. yay. :D
which phone suits me uhh?
i was thinking of getting either Samsung Corby Pro
or Nokia N97 mini. :)

both phones look Sexy. hahah.
but it'll be cooler if N79 mini was Red.
it'll be so Hott uhh.
So, help me choose....!

--

i've got 2 more papers left next week.
i want them to end fast.
especially Literature.
it has been killing me for the past few days.
i want it to end AsSoonAsPossible. :(

notes, notes, & more notes.
they're my Models for now..
cuz i've been taking pictures of them for the past week.
Plus, how's my new Sunflower bed sheet?
Sunshine.
haha. it starts my day Cheerful&Bright.
that's what i want. Happiness. :)

that's all for now.
Happy Saturday Night world. :D

Life.

2010-05-01T23:20:00.001+08:00

i miss you blog.
Life have been super Awesome.
like everyone else,
i've got Ups & Downs too.
why am i suddenly here?
well,
i'm sad. i'm pissed. i blog.

i've been enjoying my life so much.
especially the month of April.
sadly, it's May now
& somehow,
i've got a feeling that someone cursed me.
May sarted really bad.
well, it was the last few days of April to be exact.
It sucks. Totally sucks.

Let me tell you the fantabulous parts first.
i've been getting very well with my friends.
we talk.gossip.laugh.crap.swear.fail.stay.study.work.smile.melt.
altogether :)
it was the sweetest thing; having people around you.
lessons were never boring.
even when it is, we get bored together.
that's Fun.
i likeeee. :)
prefects rock too. we're the coolest. :D
CSP peeps were also Great.
we're so connected with our insane jokes&crap.
i met a new friend. well, not really meet.
it was just chatting through text-ing.
it was nice & it felt good having someone "accompanying" (;
i felt all the good emotions in April.
Happy, Excited, Joy, Elated, & Love :)
in simple words,
Life was Good. :D

On the other side of Life,
it's a misery.
My Grandfather passed away. T.T
that was when everyone's hope went flowing away.
everyone = my family.
When he died, my whole family was at lost.
We were all clueless. Not knowing anything.
Epic.
My dad & his siblings are own their own now.
& i'm proud to say
that my dad's the only one doing the dirty work.
he's been very dedicated.
& i pity him though..
He has got tons of responsibilities on him now.
My Grandfather's absence was seriously affecting almost everything.
I miss him so much. I miss him..
I'll cry whenever i think of him.
When i'm praying or before i sleep.
I miss all those times we had, joking and just fooling around.
Everytime i'm home from school, he'll be home too.
& i'll be sharing stories with him.
He made home feel so cozy and warm.
He always tease me, irritate me, make me angry & i still Love him.
Love him so much. & now, He's gone.
Gone.
I kind of regret. I didn't expect him to go that fast.
I have dreams.
I want him to see me graduate.
See me in the University.
See me work & maybe when i start a family.
I want him to Be there.
Sigh...
I can only Dream. Dream.
What a fate.
Well, too bad.
God loves him too much.
:(

Besides my Grandad,
Time was killing me.
I'm Slow.
Slow & Steady.
I can do an Awesome job, only if you give me Time.
All I Need Is Time.
So it was kinda difficult for me to get things done.
No more beuty sleeep. :(

Next thing that i want to talk about is regarding
FRIENDS.
yes.
Friends.
Bud-dy.
Peeps.
they make the world go round.
they're hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget.
yesss. i know.
i've got friends who tells me when my face is dirty.
i've got friends who knows almost all about me, and still likes/accept me.
i've got friends who stab me in the front.
i've got friends that can make me laugh&hype the entire day.
i've got friends who can cover up for me.
well,
I've got Friends. :)
i'm happy.
the happiest one ever.
i treasure every moments of it.
But,
it seems like somehow,
PEOPLE CHANGE.
it sucks.
well, they tend to react differently towards others.
i dun likeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :(
friends stick to one another through thick&thin.
some just don't get it.
they're just clueless.
& i'm like the neutral one.
i don't care if they're stubborn.
i don't care if they Fail all subjects.
i don't care if they wear long skirts, long socks.
i don't care if they're un-glam(?).
i don't care.
i don't careeeeeee.
Sigh.
i don't understand luh.
i'm Blur. Can anyone explain fully?

After the Roller-Coster ride,
i can only conclude that Only my Family makes me happy.
They're the Best people on Earth.
i'm stress-free & i don't feel negative whenever i'm with them.
I Love them.

(this was 2 years ago btw.)

Life's tough.
Only people who Loves you can make you happy.
That is something that i realise.
Love in this case, don't have to be family-relation,
or girlfriend/boyfriend.
it can be anyone. anyone whom you feel comfortable with.
anyone that trust you. anyone that you can trust.

(this was last year)

i've learnt how to Leave.
to Let go.
to Get lost.
i'll start off with May, acting Blur&trying to Forget what ever happened.
i'll be going out with my Family tomorrow. Yay.
i hope we're going bowling ;)

--

i apologize for the long post.
i apologize for the dead blog.
i've got no time. Could you spare me some?
i can't promise you the next post.
after Exams maybe.

that's all for now.

Smiles. :)

RED

2010-03-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

i see RED everywhere ..

is it blood ?
is it love ?
is it test results ?
is it luck ?
is it bad luck ?
is it friends ?
is it fear ?
is it happiness ?
is it ME ?

well , actually , i don't really know either ..
things are going very confusing these days ..
both school&family .
i've been very crazy these few days .
sometimes too happy / overjoyed / excited / hyped ;D
sometimes , just don't feel like talking ..
&& there are people who's just acting very weird-ly ..
i LOVE all the people around me =) i swear i do .
but some gets wayyy to close ? *gags*
some , sadly , are like so far away ...maybe ,
it's just not meant to be ..but , WHY ?
i never got the chance to .......... *enough*

& yeah . i admit .
i've been spending wayyyy to much :X
can't help it !
i don't even know how the heck i spend all the $$$$
somehow , i 'owe' my mum 65 bucks :/
howhowhow ? i'm so dead .
& also , i'm so getting a phone&mobile plan by the hols .
but if they found out my 'addiction' , i guess things will change .for the worst

result .
it's like a piece of crap .
i don't even know how the heck i screwed up .
just pass ? FML .
yea , i put in a whole lot of effort .
well , it's just not enough i guess ..
sigh...what kind of role model is it ?
i feel so sorry for my siblings ..
kakak did badly :(

well ,
RED does reflect a lot .
not just a favourite colour .. *HOT*

psssssssssssst !
there's so much HOTTTT music out there ;D
all of them sound so beautiful (:

& yeah , i want flawlesssss skin + red hot lips :D

gahhhhhhhh:/

2010-03-08T22:03:00.000+08:00

my emotion's killing me !

(:

I LOOK HORRIBLE

2010-02-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

i've been going to bed really late these days ..
homework/revision & stuff ..
& i hate to admit that yes , i DO look super horrible these days ..
due to a PANDA-like symptoms that my face adapted ..
have the strong urge to put on super thick concealers & foundation to school ...
I WANNA GO FOR FACIAL SPA !!!!
but , i have self control =)
& i know that go school don't have to 'look good'

but..
why am i like the only one ?
somehow , i don't see my friends&classmates
looking as bad as me :(

i really don't understand why ..

CAMP!

2010-01-30T22:29:00.001+08:00

CAMP's awesome

Sec2'10 camp would be one of
the most memorable camp i went :D
honestly , i'm muchmuch closer with my peeps now .
not that i wasn't close before ,
just that i''m more comfortable chit-chatting with them ,
mostly the girls .
although they're extremely quite in class ,
they're still fun to hang out with ;)
the guys , they're all exalting :D
i'm so lucky :P

The 3 days 2 nights camp was at
Labrador Adventure Centre .
at Pasir Panjang i think ...
Miss Lee & Miss Chang followed us (:
Mr Guay was with the sec 3s i guess ..

the campsite is kinda comfortable & cozzyyyy ! :D
it was way better than what i imagined :P
the place's colourful .
quite clean .
dorms were cozy
& 2A girls & guys were so lucky
coz we weren't sharing with other classes ..
the toilets were clean .
& there wasn't any bad things that happened .
just some spooky ones ..

my camp instructors are Instructor Shelly&Darren .
know what ?
both of them are Band people !
Shelly plays the clarinet & Darren plays the FRENCH HORN !!
*double woots!*
& Darren was a Drum Major in sec sch . how cool B-)
Shelly is super cute , hyper & FUN :D
she ROCK-ed the camp !
Darren is a great instructor .
he leads well & gets along well with my class (:

the high element was great .
i don't have any fear for heights .
& i'd tried those kind of high elements before ..
& i know that it's 100% safe .
& i was given the support from my class ,
especially Bernice&LeMin :D
i didn't get to try the Zip Line ,
even though i really much wanted to ,
coz I'd never try that before ..
kinda upset :( coz my other great buds got to try ..
but , it's OK .
i make sure i get to try it in the future ..
i MUST ! that's my wish before i die . HAHA :P

low elements was rather fun :P
but embarrassing too yea ..
it was successful thanks to the strong ones in class ;D

NIGHT WALK!/AMAZING RACE .
i'm scared of the dark :X
seriously .
but it's great having cozy friends who "protects" me
*gags*
THANK YOU JIAYING & LEMIN :D
the walk to Labrador Park was tiring .
& sadly , we kinda fail the thing .
we only completed one 'quest' .
the other one , we couldn't find the place .
what we did was , we went back to the Centre .
coz we dun wanna waste time
& we could get extra points for getting back early .
in the end ,
we found out that the area was closed -_-

DRAGON BOAT was SUPER-DEE-SUPER FUN :D
it was my first time doing dragon boating ..
& i enjoyed the whole activity !
well , i guess it's because i love swimming&the water
haha :P

THE FOOD was ............................. .
i have no comment .
& i shouldn't be commenting .
i should be grateful . yes , i know .
(:

this camp's all about leadership
& what i learnt most was TEAMWORK :D
the whole camp was more of
working together as a team/group/class
& having that camaraderie ..
& the class's bond is now muchmuch tighter &
i'm lovin' it ! haha :P

--

i look horrible now .
due to the little amount of beauty sleep :(
& my voice's sore
i still went for tuition this morning ,
looking like a zombie :X
do you know how embarrassing it was ?! *gosh..!*

my sis&bro were selected as a student leader !
mann . i'm proud of them :D
sis , student councillor .
bro , prefect & chairman .
:DDDDD

updates (:.

2010-01-24T20:36:00.004+08:00

hello(:

i haven't been updating since for quite some time ..
reason being , i've been a good girl , studying
& not wasting my time online .. :P
*gags*
well , actually , my week has been rather packed .
not even having time to 'loiter' at Lot1 with buuuuds :P

there are things that i observe
for the past 3 weeks about school ..
first of all , i've come to realise
how IMPORTANT sec 2 year was .
previously , i thought that it's gonna be
the most 'fun' year ever .
but ,
i was wrong .
it's though , i tell you ..
it's THOUGH !
i'm already struggling at the beginning .
STRUGGLING !!
gosh ...how come ?

english -> i'm dying .
i do speak english at home , with my friends ,
read english stuff ..book , newspapers , magazine , online ..
STILL , i can fail . *crap*

maths -> okayy .
i'm not really struggling in Maths .
coz i LOVE maths .
& hence , not much of a trouble ..

science -> uh-oh .
physics still quite ok .
coz there's maths & common sense in it ..
chemistry , i think the teacher teachers too fast .
she's like rushing & i'm one of the slower ones in chem class .
reason being , i'm so not a science student ..
& i don't have that much interewst in science stuff ..
& i don't even know whyy ..

HMT -> classes were never boring :D

history -> still quite ok .
the teacher rocks . she's so into history .
love those teachers ;D

literature -> the book's quite nice
& the teacher rocks too :P

the rest , home econs , p.e. , guitar ..
are just a little bit of fun periods during curriculum time .

& chinese -> FUN . :D

i still love school .
coz of friends . :P
& being a prefect rocks too :D

--

i've been spending quite a lot on online shopping :P
some are my friends' ones .
regina&yanleng&lemin(:
& others are blogshops/online stores .
i tend to buy accessories&make-up :P
that's my only 'entertainment'
i don't get to go shopping a lot mann this year :(

&& btw , i'm super excited for camp ! :D

*muacks*

SCHOOL

2010-01-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO !!!!!
*bigbig wave* to all my readers :D

5 school days passed VERY quickly ..
i've got to admit this ..
I LOVE SCHOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*woots!*
being a sec 2 student rocks ttm :P
i was already very excited on the first day of school ,
eventhought the day did not start well
coz of the bad weather :(
it was an Awesome feeling meeting the A-nians :D
my class have 3 mentors ,
which was kinda weird somehow ..
Mr Guay , Miss Lee & Miss Chang
i think they're Awesome too :D
Mr Guay's friendly ,
Miss Lee's young&approachable
(not to mention , she's pretty ! :P)
Miss Chang's kind
i kinda miss the old mentors ,
but i foind out that Mr Yeo teaches the sec 3 class
just beside 2A , which is 3C .
& Miss Farizah's class mentor for 2D .
somehow , my class nominated me as the class chairperson
for this year ..
last year , i was picked .
theis year me , sam & nic was nominated .
then we went out of the class ,
& they voted .
& *drum roll* ,
i won the votes ..! :D
i was shocked . like seriously ..
i thought they wanted someone new .
oh-well .. i felt honoured O:-)
my class's super fun :D
*haha*
i notice some ppl changed ,
but well , maybe they grew up ?

i felt like sharing what happened from Monday to Friday ,
but it's gonna be too long :P
my time-table's quite packed ..
on tuesday , class ends at 3.20pm coz of PW
& i've gotta rush to Clementi Town Sec Sch for chinese ,
which is from 3.30-5.30 ..
chinese starts next week ,
& i have no idea how i'm gonna rush .
then in the evening/at night ,
have Silat . this year different dayy ..
then on thursday , i have chinese again ..
& night religious class ..
& my Band schedule not comfirn yet ,
& i hope it's on either mon , wed or fri .
& not tues&thurs coa i'm gonna miss practise due to CSP :(
& i have tuition on Sat .

so far ,
i've been great .
studied min. 1 hour everyday .
& comp .. well , i online everyday ,
reason being i've completed my homework &
i've done my revision/studied ..
so , i gave myself a treat ;D
i reach school quite early this week :P
before 7 .. well , earlier than last year ..
reason being ,
i get to chat with my friends before school .
& i have duty . prefect duty ..

&&& i have one great news :D
Cikgu Rasidah's married !
*woots!*
my HMT class was super excited :P LOL
the girls i mean ..
we were so happy for her :DD

--

i'm looking forward to school
& sec 2 camp !
i think this year ,
i look things in a good way ..
i look at the brighter side ..
the positive side ..

i think blogging like this is kind of bad ,
coz u all miss a lot .
i'll try blogging often then ;D

nites ! :D

BACK TO NORMAL

2010-01-03T20:47:00.004+08:00

Life's going back to normal now ..
as usual .. school .. study .. FRIENDS <3
that's the best thing about school ..
we meet people .
we get to socialise .
we make friends (:
can't wait for school !

& yeahh ,
i'm so gonna be discpline .
i'm giving myself a limit of 1 hour of computer time everyday .
ONLY 1 HOUR .
that's a torture .. but it'll be good for me ..
& minimum of 1 hour of study time everyday .
1 HOUR ?!
that's hell
haha :P

well , let's just see how it goes for the first week
or the first month ..

& bet i'm gonna be super busy .
my time-table's gonna be pack with stuff ..

i'll be off to bed early
coz i don't wanna look like a zombie ! LOL

i won't be updating too much on my blog ..
just a little bit of everything ;D

that's all for now ;)
can't wait how everything goes tomorrow !

BYEBYE ;D

2009-12-31T17:57:00.000+08:00

2010 here i come !!!

2009 is coming to an end .
it's ending ..
well , it ends today .
& we're all gonna experience
a fresh brand new decade ahead ;)
i gotta feeling ..
that 2010 will be BOOMz .
totally .
it will be fantastic , fun , amazing ,
it will rock !

actually , it's up to me
to make the year posotive or negative ..
depends on the ppl i mix around with ,
the things i do ,
& my attitude , well , ME :D
*hahas*

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS (+GOALS) ! :

--> get closer to God
i think i've been a very naughty girl ..
don't follow my principles well enough ..
i was carried away with my surroundings ..
I WANNA GO TO HEAVEN ;D LOL

--> stay focus , maintain
i all get distracted easily ..
i'm so poor at focusing
cuz there's so much tings around !
just could'en help it mann .
just look at my academic results ..
first half of the year , wow .
top 5 in class , top 20 in the whole cohort
the other half of the year , boohoo D;
top 20 , number 80+ in the whole cohort
this is so embarrassing , but i couldn't help it .
ahhh ! darn it !
&& i tend to get more&more lazy
during the 2nd semester period .
slack a lot .
too much =X
went out with friends ...
stuck with PC ...
*haixx*
anyway ,
who said that a 'guai' girl can't be cool ?
so , puh-leeeez la ppl .. don't look down on us :(
LOL . was that bitchy ?
okay ,
need to study hard . stay focus . don't slack ;D (key to success)
haha !

--> save $$$
i just realised how much $$ i wasted this year :P
i wanna savesavesave more !
only go shopping when neccessary
& when there's super hot mega crazy sale going on ..
well , that's everyday :P LOL
&& also , reduce watching movies ,
eating at exex places :P
like my dad sais , :
"What for you show off now
cuz everybody knows that
the money isn't yours...
It's not the right time...
Maybe when you're in JC
or Uni then it suits more..."
gahhhhhhh ...
i hate it when he says all that :(
he's just indirectly telling to stop
spending his hard earn $$ ..
haha
well , dad ,
i'll not spend ur money for long ..
maybe aftr university
i'll get an awesome job ,
earn big bucks ..
but u have to promise me
to buy me a car for my 21st birthday ;D
WOW . easier said than done rite ? *gags*
i need a huge piggy bank ;D

--

i'm going to the countdown :(
coz my family's having family reunion ! ;D
my house's so gonna get "busy"
&& PARTYYY ~ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't wait for 2010 lahh !!!
i also realised that i've change A LOT .
from 1st Jan '09 to 31st Dec '09 :P
haha !
change for the better i guess .. (:

&& this is why i LOVE 2009 ;D
enjoy~

REWIND ?

2009-12-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

hey there (:

well , let's REWIND ;D

Barack Obama
first African American, President
i find this really cool
cuz it just shows that the USA-ians ain't racist ..
well , at least not as bad as last time :P

Jóhanna Sigurðardóttir
new/current Prime Minister of Iceland
world's first openly lesbian head of government ...
*ewwwwwww*
i think you guys know how much i HATE lesbians ..
:/

H1N1
"swine flu" became a global pandemic .
swine ? pig ?
*ewww*
hygiene people ...
HYGIENE !

Michael Jackson
T.T
the world lost one one of the most
successful musicians :'(

Ürümqi, Xinjiang
Muslim VS Non-Muslim Chinese ?
f*ck
over 150 were killed ..
riots are so last decade .
last last
last last last .
get over it people ..

Solar Eclipse
longest in the 21st century (6 mins , 38.8 sec)
over parts of Asia and the Pacific Ocean ^^
super cool . asia ,woots!

Climate Change
earthquakes ,
thyphoons ,
tsumani ,
volacano
& moreeee :/
scaryyyyy ..
Earth's gettin' old .
but i tought we're "refreshing" ?

The Perseids
COOL .
uber cool :P

Financial Crisis
$$$$$$$$$$
everythin's abt moneymoneymoney ..
Dubai , die liao ..

Brittany Murphy
she died ?!!!!!!
WTF .
T_T
i love her . i love her .
it's just too soon :'(

FACEBOOK , TWITTER , DAILYBOOTH
hmmm ..
everyone's turning into a computer geek !!
OMG , watch out people ..
cuz i think you guys are all zombies !

iPhones , Touch Screen Phones
W O W .
they're super H O T noww :P
if you don't have one ,
better hurry cuz they're 'in-Trend' noww !

Movies (2009 favourites!)
ohh boy !
i want to the cinema too much this year i guess ..
so sick of popcorns :/
*clapclap* to the ppl who make $$$ :P
movies = cozyyyyy entertainment !

K-POP *******
OMG . girls go siao this year ..
koreans are super cute ! (i mean the guys)
the girls can me too
immature ? LOL .
*meltssssssssssss*

TWILIGHT ...!!!
(can i just skip ?)

CELEBRITIES !!!!!!!!!!!
*screams*
they're funny ,
weird ,
awkward ,
gay ,
lesbians ,
hormos ,
cute ,
hot ,
sexy ,
bitchy ,
sweet
...
& more lah !
a mixture of eveything :P
we have ,
Susan Boyle ,
Adam Lambert ,
Lady Gaga ,
Britney Spears ,
Taylor Swift ,
Justin Bieber ,
Rihanna ,
Megan Fox ,
Taylor Lautner ,
Sezairi Sezali ! :P
& MOREMOREMORE !!

--

& definately ,
2009 is very memorable cuz
i'm a teenage now ! *yipee*
& i guess i'm currently on the right track ;)
thanks to all the wonderful people around me ^^ !

a lot of things happen this year ..
some of them , i wanna repeat .
some , i wish they never happen !
some , i just wanna do it all over again ;P

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."

:]

2009-12-28T12:22:00.003+08:00

YO !

first & foremost ,
congrats to SEZAIRI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he's our 3rd Singapore Idol ! :D
all the sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms was worth it ;)
i actually don't know how much sms-es i've sent :P
you know , some others might think that
it's totally unfair . somehow..
coz it has been males , malays & muslims wining this competition
from the first till now ..
& P-L-E-A-S-E lahh hater ..
we need talented musicians to win this .
sezairi has experience & talents
& he got what it takes to be crowned the champion ;)

okay ,
so ..
i guess i've got enough of gifts & presents
& $$$$$ :P
i'll share with you guys what i got ,
but not now coz i'm super lazy&tired :P
i've bought my school bag , shoes
& those neccessary stuff for sch ,
but ,
i haven got a haircut ! :(
i guess i'll cut like on the last weekend of the holidays ?
my school bag for nxt yr is kinda simple ..
i told my dad i want simple&original ..
my school shoes this year is frm vans i think ..
let's just see next year ..

--

my cousin slept over at my house last weekend
& it was fun having her around :D
she looks extremely pretty as compared to last time !
not that i'm saying she's not pretty last time la ..
with ther make-up , sytle of clothes & her hair !
yes !! her hair !!!
look emo , yet still sleeQ ;)
*gags*

& hey , this is how i look in specs !
RED SPECS ;D

i kinda regret noww ..
i dont wanna wear specs .
LOL
reason being , it makes my face look more
..........fat ? i dunno ..
then like my face like very round when i wear ..
hahas :P
but my dad said i look very educated ^^ woots!

so , for now ,
gotta do some serious reflection on year 2009
& my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION !!
i can't wait for this !
you know ,
usually , only abt 60-75% of it
i accomplished :P
the rest .....ahhh forget them .
*hahas*

so , thats all for now
& i hope this is not the last post
for year 2009 ..
;)

updates (:

2009-12-25T02:43:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYY ! ;D

before i start , i wanna wish everyone
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!! :DDD
*woooooooooots!*

i'm like freakin' excited over Christmas :D
well , eventhough i'm not Christian & i don't go to Church ,
my family do celebrate this festive ocassion (:
we had an extremely delicious feast for dinner !
& had a "formal" gathering ..
*gags*

what i love most is actually the presents&gifts part :P
this is the time of the year where by
my parents will go shopping for us(the kids)
we don't know whattheheck they bought
& on christmas then we'll open them :D
i'm so excited ...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bcoz this year is my first TEEN year mahh ..
so , i don't know what they bought me :P
i hope its all from under my list of things that i want !
*gags*

& tomorrow , (actually its counted as today..)
i mean , LATER , (lol)
we might be going out shopping again ..
this time , with the whole family ...
but shopping for school stuff ..
i need a new school bag , new school shoes , new socks ,
new pencil case .. ,
all new lah ..
:D

okay , i'm doing a little update here ..
so , these few days , i went back to sch for prefect stuff ,

the prefects' room ;) & i got my first prefect badge !

then i went back to my pri sch to visit my band ,
they're working extremely hard for SYF 2010 ,
mon-fri practise .. whole week sia ! everydayy !!
GOOD JOB people !

went out with oldold mates ,
wanna meet for the last time before we all sec 2 mahh :P ..

went to town a few times ,
to enjoy the beautiful lights & the scenery ;)

just a little snip of it . LOL

had french horn outing ,
@ Iluma , bugis ..
watched movie , Planet 51 & ate together ..
it was fun hainging out with them ;)

& i also went for the
'Philharmonic Youth Winds' concert !
@ Vistoria Concert Hall
it was fantastic
i just wish i could be one of them there , performing ...
*haha!*

PS , KSB will be having our concert there too !
nxt yr (:

& one more thing ,
my christmas weekend trip to KL might be cancelled ..
sadly :(
bcoz my grandad's not feeling that well ..
haixxx .. darn it !
i reallly wanted to have my haircut there ..!!!
well , nvm then ...

so ,
well ,
1 more week to school !!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!
i'm super excited ,
yet , super scared ?
coz like , h-e-l-l-o ..!
i'm sec 2 mann !
omg , how times fly yea ?
& i kinda 'promised' my family that
i'll be a super good girl & behave well
&& also , i've study damn hard to aceeee !
i told them that i'll do whatever it takes .
even a nerd .
HAHAHAH !
you know ,
that time when i said that ,
i was just trying to convince them that
eventhough i'm growing older ,
does'en mean i'm gonna change totally ..
change = change into a naughty girl :P
meaning that i won't be like those minahs or ah lians
& most importantly ,
i won't be a bitch . (:

okay , so ,
that's all for now first ..
coz i won;t want to spend on the comp for too long
coz festive season mahh ... need enjoy watt ..
LOL :P
so ,

HAPPY
'ENJOYING THE LAST MOMENTS'
OF THE HOLIDAY !

LOL ;D

2009-12-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

HAIR !!!!!!!!!!
*urghhhhhh*

finally . i can talk about my hair .
the hair on my scalp ..
*Zzz*
FYI , i hate my hair . to the max :(
its not like i hate it bcoz i hate it ,
its just that its not the same .
its like changing everytime ..
weird huh ?
sometimes , i love it
like a lot
its sleeQ , smooth & shiny !
sometimes , it just freak me out !
LOL
sometimes , i love it so much
that i really dun wanna wash it :P
but i DO wash my hair everyday la ..
& for those who don't know ,
(most likely , those ppl whom i knew just tis yr)
i had short hair length in primary school ..
looking back through those pictures ,
kinda cool , cute & tomboy >:(
LOL !
then in sec sch ,
i choose to keep my hair long ..
& noww for nxt yr , i want something neww ..
but it's a little scaryy ..
i'll be getting my haircut in KL i think .
aftr christmas ..
on the sat or sun . depends lah when ..
& i totally have no idea whic hairstyle to go with ..
my mum said that if i can't decide ,
just let the hair stylist do whatever that's nice ..
then i was like ,
what if she bald my head ?
then my mum said , of coz she wont .
then i said , duhh , she will ..
it's trendy in America u knoww ..
since the America's Next Top Model thinggy ..
& it sound & seems so scaryy ..
OMG . LOL .
i call that , epic failure ..
(men excluded) ;P

i wanna go back to short hair ,
but i'm scared i'll look like a total idiot
& funny ..
*haha*
here's some nice hairstyles that i goggle-d
short , medium , long ..

hmmm ..
i've decided to just give my hair more volume ,
& maybe like bob ,
with extensions . LOL
that would be superb !
& btw , i'm wearin' hair extensions !!!
woots!!
just bought them ..
& they're red !

you know , since young ,
i've always wanted RED hair .
seriouslyyyy ..

i put red henna on my hair before
& it looks ubberrrr nice !
i wanna dyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
but u knowww ,
i can't .
for some stupid reasons :(
LOL
(no offence kay)
& i wanted to henna my hair again during this hols .
but , my parents said ,
now's not the time . not the suitable time .
>:(
URGHHHH !
hate it when my parents said that .
THEN , WHEN THE HELL IS THE RIGHT TIME ?!!
TILL I GROW GREY/WHITE HAIR ??!!!
crap shit la
& after a while , i found out that
they don't allow me bcoz of school ..
they said , sec sch blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
ZZZzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzz
i don't think you wanna hear their blahblahblah-ness .
*gags*
i joined this facebook goup which is abt ,
'how does my hair length/colour/style affects my academic results in school?'
or something like that .
I AGREE TOTALLY & i think the MOE
should think abt it too ..
somehoww ..
it DOES NOT affect ANYTHING .
like seriously ah !
then i showed my mum abt this grp ,
& know what ?
she blahblahblah-ed again .
==
she said smthng abt discipline & blahblahblah
& still , i don't get her point :P
forget it .

okayy , so
& yeahh , i went shopping for hair products
well , not me actually .
my mum
& my dad .. LOL
& know what ,
she bought curling iron !
mini one ..
WTF .
wasted so much moneyy ...
she so random sia ..
nvm . kinda cool lehh ..
i've been playing with & my hair looks like maggie meee !
LOL .
she bought the wrong thingg !
i need a new flat iron , not curling iron !
*haha*
anyway ,
i've placed an order for a flat iron .
from a blogshop . a mini one .
budget one
:P
www.th-shopping-paradize.blogspot.com
i hope it's good ah (:

& also ,
i'll be attending
"Pesta YMC" / "YMC Graduation Ceremony" / "Pesta YMC Awards"
all together . LOL .
&& they're making it like a fun MTV style award ceremony !
how cool is that !
& guess what the dresscode is ?
*gags*
it's MTV Red Carpet Funky !
& i can't imagine how funky ppl would dress :P
LOL .
& somehow , i still can't decide what to wear ..
but i'm sure i'll wear something RED i guess ..
can't wait !

that's all for now (:
byeeeeeeeeee .

L-O-V-E

2009-12-15T01:19:00.001+08:00

LOVE♥

in
Wikipedia = love is any of a number of emotions
related to a sense of strong affection and attachment

Dictionary.com = a profoundly tender, passionate affection
for another person

Urban Dictionary = love is an incredibly powerful word

i go with the UrbanDict . *gags*
these few days , i've been watching DVDs .
of all kinds .
during the day , i watch alone on the comp/laptop
at night , with family on TV .
well , watching DVD is super fun
& it kills time like nobody's buisness :P

the movies that i watched are all old ones ..
old , meaning not brand new . LOL
& all of them have something to do with love/romance ..
*awww...*
i love movies pertaining to it .
followed by horror & suspense :P
those movies which i'm referring to is ,
-A Cinderella Story (2004) >> so romantic !
-Elizabethtown (2005)
-The Sweetest Thing (2002)
-My Super Ex-Girlfriend (2006)
-Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past (2009)
-She's The Man (2006)
-Another Cinderella Story (2008)
-Music And Lyrics (2007)

& not forgetting the malay ones too .. ;D
-Love Is Cinta (2007)
-Ayat-Ayat Cinta (2008) >> i cursed a lot
-Gol&Gincu (2005)
-Heart (2006) >> cried&cried
-Selamat Pagi CInta (2009)
-Sepi (2008)
-Cinta (2006)

&& i watch Bollywood movies too^^
-Ghajini (2008) >> i cried a lot
-Kabhi Kushi Kabhie Gham (2001)
-Kal Ho Na Ho (2003)
-Vivah (2006)

& aloooooooooot more :P

OMG . i heart all of them !
watching romantic movies are just so fun
a lot of emotions were put in ..
a mixture of emotions ..
emotions of all kinds ..
seriously .
in love , there's jealousy , anger , happy ,
sweet , sentimental , sad , awkward , joy ,
surprise , anticipation , trust , fear ,
& lot more of course ..
& that is why i get so emotional
when i watch these movies ..
i tend to get 'into' it sometimes ..
sometimes , too much i guess ..
i curse a lot ,
when i'm so angry with the character ..
i smile/blush during the romantic scenes
& of course ,
i cry alot when it's so touching &
real .
yeah , real .
you know , i would love & like it if
the stories were real .
it happens in reality ..
well , some of them do actually ..
& at times , i wished that it would
happend to .....me (:
*gags*

to me , a relationship can only be 'stable'
if there's TRUST .
to me , it's a BIG word ..
i don't take it that lightly ..
i do take it heavily (sounds weird)
i think those close to me knows ..
u have to trust that person ,
& also , at the same time ,
that person must be able to be trusted ..
it's like a circle ..
like the typical saying ,
"respect others if you want to be respected"
or
"treat others like how you want to be treated"
something like that ..
but trust is something more i guess ..
at least for me ..
well ,
i don't trust everyone .
& it's hard for me to trust someone
& i guess it's hard for someone
to be trusted by me ..
well , i'm just sorry ...
i can't trust everyone
:( ...?

& also ,
i hate it when people makes fun of love .
literally . like seriously .
love is beautiful .
so beautiful
& it upsets me if someone just
ruin it or just destroy the beauty of it ..
love is an art too u know ..
not everyone can master it just like that ..
it needs skill (well , in an art form)
meaning , it's not just like a 'anyhow' thing ..
i hope you guys can sort of understand .. :P
& also , love is huge .
veryvery extremely huge ..
the meaning of it can also
varies differently ..
& that's what made it so hard to
actually be real .
real ?
meaning there's fake ones ?
yeah .
yes .
yup .
manyy ..
& that is why ,
love is dangerous too ...
get the link ?
the connections ?
the cycle ?
LOL .

i don't know why i'm typing all this ,
maybe its bcoz of the movies ..
too much ?
*hahas*
& also , love is so hard ,
that it takes time ..
&& that is why , now's not the time ;)
it's funny when i see people ...
well ... ,
maybe i should not mention it .
just inappropriate . *gags*

alright , so , moral story of the day ,
get your LOVE right ;)

get what i mean ? hehe ;D

i love you - those three words have my life in them ;)

Shopping !

2009-12-10T19:03:00.000+08:00

SHOPPING :D
*woots!*

i went out with Nat & Hazi just now .

we went to Causeway Point .
walk-walk
see-see
buy-buy (:
*gags*
actually , syahirah's following us ,
but then , she can't last minute :(

but actually ,
its not really shopping .
i think i was the only one shopping-ing .
LOL .
the other two just bought food & drink i think .
:( :( :(
i was like asking them to buy
bcoz i was like the only one buying ..
well , can't force them :P
they window shopped (:
i also wanted to window shop .
but its so tempting .
you know ..
window shop makes u feel very tempted to SHOP !
exactly ...! :D
*haha*
so , this is what i bought just now ..

from mini bits , i bought this smiley ring ! (:

it costs $8.95

lovely ~

then at chamelon ,

i bought bangles !

both cost $3.90 each

i LOVE accessories :D

at john little ,

i bought a lip gloss

it's LipShine natural glaze , 02 watermelon punch(yummy)
it cost $11.90

sweet ! LOL

it was super fun (:
i love hang-ing out with friends *hehe*
better than rotting at home ..
i spent only $28.65 on these things
& i bought some food & drinks too ..

you know , this holidays ,
i kept all the receipts from the things that i bought .
well , my mum asked me to do so .
so , i'll know how much i really spent .
& she said , by the end of the year ,
we'll total up EVERYTHING .
& she said
"we shall see how much of your dad's money did u spent ..."
then i was like , not fair la !
bcoz i know i spent a lot .
maybe this year too much .
Zzzz ..
mum , who cares :P
i spent all liao :P
*hehe*

--

after that , we took neoprints at Lot1 .

& home sweet home (:

my mum was'en at home .
she went to hospital .
yeahh ..
my grandad hospitalized again .
sad story .
nvm .

--

& before i forget ,
i wore this t-shirt today
& its lovely !
i just bought this shirt .

& know what ,
before i left home just now ,
my sis saw me wearin in the shirt ah .
then she was like ,
"ewww . why are you wearin' this ?
this shirt for sleeping lahh..."
i was like ,
eh !
nice watt ..
sleep wear pajamas la !
don't wear these clothes ...
=.=

ahhhh !
she just sux at fashion la ..
haha !

RUGBYYY

2009-12-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

RUGBY .

its a super fun game :DD
i had touch rugby for my P.E. module for the second semester .
&& i enjoyed it v much ^^
i guess contact rugby is more fun rite ?
*hehe*
but i've nvr tried a game before .
too bad .

--

earlier today ,
i followed my younger bro for his tournament .
touch rugby .
i was kinda shocked when he said that he'll be in this tournament .
reason being ,
he & his teamates only trained for 8 hours .
ONLY !
i don't know how they're gonna really play the game .
& this is my first time going to this RUGBY thinggy .
so , its quite cool B-)

we went to Singapore Polo Club .
& from the time i alighted from the bus ,
i see 'angmohs' . 'mat sallehs' . 'white people' .
LOL ! :P
ok , then i followed my bro's team .
there's touch & contact rugby .
my bro playin' touch *duhh*
only primary 2 leh .
all they teams there are 'overseas peoeple'
okay , that was weird .
overseas people :P

my bro played 4 matches .
all against the 'overseas people'
i think they're like clubs or something .
they diden win .
but i guess its quite okay
since training was only for 8 hours .
then , they took their medals & gifts .
then we joined the upper primary rugby .
contact rugby .
& i saw west view primary .
they're playin' too .
somehow , i hate that sch ,
in terms of cca .
somehow .
like band rugby & stuff like that .
ahh .
forget them .
there's the only 'other schol'
besides zhenghua that participated .
but there were St. Andrews & St. Josephs
but those schools i dont mind .
bcoz they're meant to be the 'top' schools
for these kind of sports right ..

--

i've got pictures .
but i'm not able to upload them now .
somehow ..
so , i'll edit this post & post the pics
some other time ;)
do visit often & update yourself (:
& yeahh , i'll refresh the 'hit counters'
nxt yr , january .

--

yeah , so .,
it was a wonderful expperience .
LOL .
(:

MUZIKKKKKKK !

2009-12-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

WALI BAND
yes . wali band . LOL

fyi & for those who doesen know ,
they're a band from Indonesia .
& they're quite new . (:

for now , i think
my family's falling in love with the band .
somehow . i dunno whyy .
the songs are ..well.. nice ?
hahas .
but too bad , its in malay .
well , not malay .
indon :P

& it's a sad thing that the singer's not cute ;P

well , i've been also crazyy memorizing lyrics .
there's a lot of new song & i'm lovin' all of them !
songs like :
- New Perspectives by Panic At The Disco
- Replay by Iyaz
- Live Like We're Dying by Kris Allen
- Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Don't) by All Time Low
& manymany more ....!

lovely music <3

--

& btw , my mixpod sux .
i dunno why i cant change my songs :(
darn it .

eastcoastpark;)

2009-12-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

1 December !
OMG .
like so little days left for me to enjoy :(
haha !
well , i had a very fun day today !!
me , xr , cy , sy & aidil went to ECP .
well , it should be more ppl comming ,
including nagu , rohan , asy , xy & neri
but unfortunately , they can't :(
well , too bad for them bcoz we had a wonderful time .

meet they all at pending LRT ,
then took 966 to parkway parade .

OMG , u know how long has it been since to go parkway parade ?
it has been years ! years i tell u !
LOL .
from there , we wanted to take bus 401 to ECP .
we waited .
& waited
& waited .
"mann . the bus is super slow!"
then , we read the signboard & it says
'bus only available on weekends and public holidays'
all of us were like "!!@@#$%@&#*@#$#@#"
LOL .
we planned to take cab there ,
but then , we all decided to have our lunch first .
a very early lunch .
blahblahblah .
took cab there & YAY :D
once we reach ,
BEACH !!

LOL .
played sand . water .
then went up the rocky "hill"
emo-ed . LOL !
then , we ate our chip & went to rent bicycle
the girls tok the 2 seats bicycle type .
then aidil had his own .
then we cycled & bought milkshake frm macD .
it was not easy to ride at first .
2 ppl controlling . super hard .
but then , ok lah .
then , wash up .
BBQ time !
so funfunfun !
hahas .
then , eat . chat . then i went off . my dad fetch me .

well , i nvr really blogged in detail abt the whole outing .
LOL , it was so much funn !
& too bad we nvr take thats much pictures :(
reached home .
exhausted .
& my phone .
yeah my bloody phone .
DIED .
damned .
but it was ok like the very late night .
hahas .
my parents need to write an excuse letter .
bcoz ...actually... i had band prac on that day :(
i know !
sorry lah !!
BBQ was booked first .
haixx .
nvm .
i was excused (:
*lucky meee*

CLASS OUTING !

2009-11-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

todayyyyyyyy , i had my class outing ;D
well , before that , i went meet chingyi they all ..
we bought our BBQ stuff at BPP NTUC .
it was a very de awkward bcoz i was in NTUC
wearin' something ..well.. quite nice ?
LOL
it was inappropriate lah .
*gags*
ok . bought the stuff .

proceeded to Warren Condo !
^^
the function room was super cool i guess .
very de convenient . hahas .
there were ballons everywhere .
i missed all of them . SO MUCH .
we did random stuff there ..
chit chat . played musical chairs :P
& have a hell lot of fun !
ahhhhhhhhhh !
i LOVE 1 EH (:
well , 2 EH nxt yr ..

well , i guess EVERYONE has to GROW UP :D
including me ..
mann .
i still feel like i'm still a p6 student
& i'm like still 'one of them'
i think i missed zhps too much
& the old days ..
hmmm ..
memories !

WARREN !

2009-11-30T23:26:00.002+08:00

heyyyyyyy !

last sunday [29Nov]
my family & i went to Warren Golf & Country Club .
SWIMMING & BOWLING :D
both my favourite sport . LOL

we went swimming first
bcoz all the bowling alleys were fully booked :(
too bad .
well , i diden swim :P
coz i was tired .
well , actually , i was super lazy :P
see lahhhhhh ....!
i'm getting fatter everyday :(
*haha!*
we ate lunch first .
then they swim .
sis , bros , dad & cousin .

then , they bathed & we went off for bowling !!
YAY .
i love bowling .

--

it was super fun when i'm with my family members ;D
they're the best :DD
*woots*

OPEN HOUSE

2009-11-29T23:59:00.001+08:00

YO !
open house .........................!!
yes . open house .
it was on the 28th of Nov .

--

i overslept .
shit .
die .
i was freakin scared & i almost scolded my mum =X
i reached band room
& everyone went for sectionals for tunning .
*pheww*
anyway , before that , wileen phoned me .
& i was still safe i think .
so , we tunned .
went back into the room & warm up
debbie will be conducting us & not Sir .
maybe he's busy or something ..
went through the song & the open house started .
so , those on duty went down first .
then when its our turn to perform ,
we went down to the canteen .
know what ??
the school stinks .
the whole school stinks .
*ewwwwwwwwww*
they said it was the chicken's poop .
*ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww*
coz they say got farm near by
i felt like vomiting .
seriously :(
the canteen is where the performing arts
will be showcase-ing their things .
first stop , the Kranji Choir .
i liked their first song .
& when they sang their other 2 songs ,
the band was like "WTF"
they're like askin' the audience to gogogo awayyy ..
no offence though .
its quite ..
..
...
BORING ?
*sorry*
i'm so mean .
i knoww .
then , the dance .
WOW .
they're good i tell u .
GOLD with HONOURS mahh ..
after that ,
BAND !
*woots!*
we played 'Disney Blockbuster'
& we rock .
rock i tell u ;D *LOL*
the drum was loud . too loud i guess .
but well , whattheheck :P
after that , drama .
kinda interesting i guess :D
then , went back to band room
& put back our instruments .
i went off for duty coz its french horn's turn .
wileen was hyper .
super hyper .
too hyper i think ..
hahas .
went around the school
gave out flyers ..
then lunch ..
& then performance ..
well ,
the whole day was boring actually ..
slacked the whole time in the band room
coz its not our duty ..
well , i did something .
chat with Nat
sms
watch video on my phone .

--
after that , went to buy sweetie ;)
& homeeeeeee sweet home .

BAND CAMPPPPPPPP !

2009-11-29T12:13:00.005+08:00

hello ;D
i'm updating & sharing with you guys my band camp experince (:
happy reading !

well , u know , on the 24th of Nov ,
i reached singapore around 7pm
&& i was damn tired .
i was totally homesick
& i just felt like sleeping on my bed ,
aftr 10days of leaving it ...
butbutbut ,
i knew i had band camp the following day
& i wont wanna miss it !
*oh well*

ok , 24th nov , at night .
reached home ,
had a 20 minute shower & went online
i kneww all the band updates are online
at that very moment , i just felt like lying on my bed ,
on my left & just doze off ...
ok , so , i checked my mails
& various info on the camp .
i took out all the neccessary stuff that i need to bring
& put them on my table .
& then , i went to have my dinner .
& that day's dinner was pathetic .
PATHETIC i tell u .
my family ate MAGGIE :(
that was the worst dinner ever ..
well , we just reached home mahh
& my mum also told us in the car
before we reach home that she's not gonna
really cook any good food for that night .
*eww*
well , i ate a bit & went back to my room .
& i start chatting
&&& update update & update .
i missed so much things ! :(
in the 10 days went i was away ,
i got to go online only for one dayy ..
i think its on the 7th dayy ..
oh well ..

ok , the next dayy .
25th Nov .
EVERYONE was sleeping
my mum did not wake me up :(
& i woke up late
& i was rushing like mad .. LOL
showered .
got my bag & stuff all the stuff in ..
had breakfast & off i go ..
:( :( :(
2days 1night u knowww ..
i miss home :(((((((((
*gags*

i met Hazi at cck platform .
walked to sch together .
we were there right on time i guess ..
i missed everybody mann .
so much !
i hope they missed me too ! LOL
minutes later ,
"BAND , FALL IN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
that was James .
had some administrative stuff ..
& then , we went to our bunks to "set up"
it was super strict .
we've gotta be perfect .
EXTREMELY perfect .
the way we fold our towel ,
the mugs ,
the foon & spork ,
the toothbrush & toothpaste ,
the slippers ,
the tables & chairs ,
the bags
& everything !
after our inspection ,
we brought our mugs & went to the parade square
for WATER PARADE .
i was a stupid girl .
i had no idea what it was .
& know what , my mug was SUPER HUGE .
the biggest one among the other members ..
& they all fill it with TAP WATER *ewwww !!!!!!*
TO THE BRIM .
everyone had to do the same thing .
then , we all fall in .
then ,
"yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamseng !"
i was like , "shit" .
"are they gonna drink this ?"
& then , yeah .
THEY DRANK .
EWWWWWWWWW !
they all said , singapore tap water very safe
...
first of all , my mug was super huge
& i have to force myself to drink tap water !
sorry lahh ..
but i'm not used to drinking tap water straight !
must "cook" it first rite ?
that was torture ..
after that , we had icebreakers !!
we played 2 games & they're funfunfun (:
luckily i did not get to forfeit . YAY !
after that , we had lunch .
packet food & it was okkk lah ..
very filling :P
& i wasted food :(
after that , CYCLING !
we took bus to East Coast Park .
i was so excited !!
we cycled frm ECP to Bedok Reservoir
through park connectors
WOW .
cycling was tiring !!
& i was super thirsty &
i just felt the benefits if WATER PARADE !
:P
rested there for a while
& then we went back to ECP .
our trail is like a loop .
in total , we cycled about 28km !
WOW .
& hey !
i was the 3rd to reach !!!!!!
some others still left behind ..
after that , went back to sch .
had dinner & i wasted food :(
& Mr Kat treated all of us ICE CREAM ! :P
because he was so proud of us (:
the SSC & sports i think , were having BBQ .
so jealous ~
then , wash up
girls showered so long .
so , last minute , the teachers open the sec 1 lvl toilet .
8 of u went to bathe there ...
scaryyyyy ~ spooooookkyyyyy ~
me , natrah , huiting & debbie was the last 4 ppl to get ready .
the rest all in band room already ..
i was not that scared bcoz the band major was with us ! LOL
after that , had band practise .
i was damn cold & everyone was like catching a cold ahh ..
practise ended at 12 midnight !
after that , we went to get our mugs & spoon
& went to the home econs room for supper (:
we ate campbell soup & i was super nice ,
but i'm just too sleepy ..
i wasted food again !
ouh well ...
after that , "set up" our sleeping bags & it was almost lights off ..
i was already wrapt around by my sleeping bag
& suddenly , FALL IN !!!
we got scoldings by Mr Kat .
damn .
i was so sleepy ah :(
then , finally , get to sleep .
set my alarm & Zzz ..

i woke up a little earlier coz i wanna shower !
no offence , but u knoww ,
not all ppl shower in the morning ..
so , i woke up , with the other malays ,
we went to shower at the canteen's toilet .
i was freezing cold *brr*
fall in at 6 .. i think .
wait its earlier .
5.45am i think ..
have some weird morning work out :S
then had breakfast .
YUMMY !
with orange juice u knowww :P
then , DRILLLLLLLLLLLLLs !
ah .
learnt some new drills ..
after that , SECTIONALS !
4 hours straight ... :(
sad sad sad .
hahas .
but there's a lot to practise ..!
so , its worth the time i guess ..
after that , LUNCH .
i was goddamn hungryyyyy ......!
& YAY , i did not waste food ! ..seriously ..
that was the last meal together .. & oh yaaah
we had a cheer before eatingg & its so cool B-)
LOL
then , water paradeeeeee !
then , sectionals again .
3 hours straight !!
well , the trumpet section was crazyyy . :P
they suddenly did chicken dance , run around ..
LOL
my sectioan chat chat chat & just chat , when we're tired ah .
quite fun though (:
then , went back to the band room & debbie conducted .
after that END :(
packed our things ..
area cleaning
debrief & byebye band camp :(
band camp is so tiring , but i've benefited a lot !
well , its not really meant to be fun .
if u want fun , leave it to recruit party ,
investigure & stuff like that .. LOL
:D

i reached home & everyone missed me !!
i missed everyone too & i miss home a lot .

that's all for nowwwwwww ;)

i'm back (:

2009-11-27T15:13:00.001+08:00

i'm back (:
shopping was fun
band camp's over ..
& today's Eid al-Adha
tomorrow's Kranji's open house ,
band's performing (:
i'm just blogging today to update a little
& i'm gonna be out of the house
A LOT :(
*hahas*
i promise to blog about
my "long period not blogging"
LOL .
but not now coz i'm going out noww ..
so , c-ya
& have a great holidayy :D

BYEBYE

2009-11-13T22:01:00.003+08:00

MISS ME PEOPLE ;)

i'll be away for 10 days
14-24th Novermber
i'll actually be away for abount 2 weeks ..
reason being ,
10 days overseas .
then , on the 25th ,
i have band camp :D !!
2 days 1 night
i knowww that it will be so tiring !!
well , i've got no choice actually ..
& then , on the 28th of Nov ,
i think there would be band performance
bcoz its Kranji's open house ! ;D
p6-es , please come !!
then , on the 1st of December ,
i'll have BBQ outing & fun & games
with my pri sch peeps ^^
2 days , 1 night !
WOW .
i'm gonna miss my house ahh
& my room
& my comp
& basically ,
& familyyyyyyyyyyy !
*haha*
well , its kinda good that my holidays are all planned .
planeed well (:
i'll be attending workshops & courses
to fill up my holidays ..
well , its one of my goals to not waste my holidays ^^
&&& during december ,
i KNOW that i'll be doing A LOT
of SHOPPING !!!!!!!!!!!!
*woots*
;D
i have not really explored ION yett acutally ..
so , i WILL do a lot of shopping
haha !
well , i just wanna say

BYE ;)

UPDATES !

2009-11-12T23:56:00.007+08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

i know that you guys might think that
i'm just not a blogger kind of person or something
cause i don't post much ...?
well , the thing is that i'm super busy
& when i update on my life ,
it seems like there's so many things that
i wanna share with you guys &
i tought you guys might think it's boring
or just too long ....??
well , i've tought about it &
i made a conclusion to just TYPE .
just type whatever i wanna type ..
*haha*
well , thanks to a friend i guess ..

hmm ..
let me re-cap from where i stopped ;)
(warning , this is so gonna be long)

--

THURSDAY , 5th November
i spend the whole day in the hospital ,
accompany-ing my grandad
ALONE !
kinda bored .
actually , i was SO BORED .
the friendly nurses were'nt there :(
i went down to the 7-11 to buy
my grandad milk & i bought
teens magazine & famous amous cookies
well , u know , beside my grandad's bed ,
there's this malay uncle ahh ..
then that day , his family came ,
his wife , & 2 kids , a guy & a girl
the guy is like 17 , 18 yrs ?
then the girl is only 7 i think .
know what ,
THE GUY IS FREAKIN' HOT !
*gags*
seriously ;)
he's sooooooo cute <3
~random~
i skipped lunch :(
i've always tried my best not to skip meals ,
but this time ,
i skipped .. && thats so bad ahh ..
my stomach was so painful !!
until my daddy came around 7pm ..
& then we ate dinner & went home .
my grandad had company as my
uncle came a few minutes after my dad .

FRIDAY , 6th November
i had band practice & yay :]
the sec 3s came !
*hahas*
then later that day ,
i followed my band seniors to the
35th Secondary School Band NCO Camp 2009
Passing Out Parade (POP)
at Co-Curricular Activities Branch (CCAB)
i was u great experience :D
i cool one .
after that , we all ate dinner at Pastamania (Lot1)
i felt kinda awkward coz i was the only sec 1 member ..
hmm ..
well , kinda fun hanging out with the seniors ;)
& slept super late
around 3am ?

James & Debbie

Beat It !! *there's a super BIG mistake at the end*

SATURDAY , 7th November
oh boy i woke up super late :P !
guess what time i woke up ?
woke up - get off my comfy queen size bed
1pm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
siao ?
yeahhh .
well , not really 1 lahh
i told myself that during the holidays ,
there is no excuse for me
to have less than 8 hours of sleep ..
so , no matter what ,
i MUST have AT LEAST 8 hours
of my beauty sleep ~
after that , went to the hospital
this time round ,
my whole family was there
&& there were some other visitors too ..
it was kinda fun (:
well , family was there mahh ;D

SUNDAY, 8th November
i had my religious class
went there just to collect my results .
well , my results was BLUEKKKKKH !
went back home & slack the whole day (:
my parents went shopping !
WITHOUT ME ~ !!! D:<
ahh , forget them .
i had an awesome time with my siblings ^^
we sang , dance , play
& made a whole lot of noise in the house
(luckily the neighbours diden complain)
i love a siblings lah :DD
P.S. i bought 2 new skinnies !!!

he's super cute lahh <3>

MONDAY , 9th November
i went out with the bandies !
well , some of them ..
(this is gonna be so interesting)
OK
we all walked from Lot 1
to Palm Gardens Condo (yujuan stay there)
we're planning to bowl & pool .
& we've booked the place
2-3 bowling
3-4 pool
:D
& u know , we were so kiasu coz we reach so early
hence , we wanted to sit somewhere first
but the thing is that the place is all wet
coz it was raining the day before or smthng ..
&& it was so humid !
i was wearing long sleeve , long pants & sneakers
& i was freaggin' warm ah !
u knoww , i tought it was like Warren Golf & Counrty Club
coz i always go bowling there
& the place is super coldcoldcold ..
*brrr*
but then , here ??!!
super warm !
then finally , the bowling place 'opened'
when i went in , i was like
"ARE YOU KIDDIN' ME ?"
people ,
THERE WAS ONLY 2 BOWLING ALLEYS ,
THE POOL TABLE WAS LIKE IN THE MIDDLE
&& THE OTHER GAME THING WAS OUT OF ORDER
& the bad thing is that ,
they only booked ONE alley
& there was 9 people =="
& the place just went for maintanence ..
in the end , we played pairs-ly & me , wenlu & nat
played as one
ok , when its 3pm already ,
its our turn to play pool !
i was so damn excited bcoz i never pool-ed before
*hehe*
& the guy came , set up the table & stuff
know what ?
THE DAMN POOL TABLE WAS UNSTABLE .
when jonathan placed the balls in the triangle thing ,
then he took off the triangle thing ,
the ball rolled off ...... =="
he tried his best not to move ,
& the balls still move .
DAMN TABLE ..
then , like a few secondas after that ,
a few construction ppl came & told us
"we need to repair the air-corn"
which was directly above the pool table ..
then the guy in-charge came &
he diden know abt the maintance thing
& then he told us that he switched us
to play bowling for another hour ...
ok , fine .
then we kinda spoiled the bowling machine
then bowling guy got angry
& YAY ! wenlu was there ;)
she kinda "fought" for it
bcoz , at the first place , at that time
we were supposed to play pool
& bcoz of blahblahblah stuff , we cant
& they were the ones who told us to play bowling
&&&&&& then we left
we left .
& booohoooo !
it was raining heavily
yujuan borrowed us her umbrellas from home
we went back Lot 1 & slackked @ garden plaza
played truth or dare
WOW . this was a long day-post .
*sorry*

we took neoprints too ^^

group photo !

TUESDAY, 10th November
i went plaza in the morning to meet up with
my peeps (ZHPS SLs ;D)
we had so much fun ;D
&& my family watched a malay horror movie
was so "syiokkkkkkk !"
haha !

me & rohan .. && close up ! *hehe*

WEDNESDAY, 11th November
went to school in the morning to meet my class ..
we had class meeting
we're going for lazer quest !!!
*woots*
but then , not confirm yet ahh ...
after that , i went back to zhps
to visit my band ;)
oh boyy !
i miss they all so much !
& believe it or not ,
it think the band grew & they still sound good ;)
there were 50+++ members who came that day
they'll be going to Melacca on the 14th of Nov
to perform there :D
all the best peeps ! ;)
they'll be having performance at the end of the year
& i hope i can join in ^^
they still rocks ! even when i'm gone
i miss the room too !
*gags*

THURSDAY, 12th November
i had band practice & i was super excited ;)
band rocks lahh :DD
after that , ate at food culture
& know what ,
there was this guy there who looks so familiar !
he stared at me & i stare back
then when i realise what the heck i was doing ,
i looked away
awkward rite ??
*gags*
he's so .... HOT ;D
haiyoo ..
i'm calling all guys hot lahh nowadays ..
isit the weather or isit just me ?
&& these days , my sis & i are like super crazy over
Justin Bieber !
he's super HOT & CUTE lahh !
well , too bad , he does en have a growth spurt
& hence .. he's not that tall :(
well , who cares .
i'm not tall to ryte ??
& now i realised that he's left hander !!
like me ^^
& he's so talented !
dancing ... playing musical instruments .. & singing !
*gags*
at night , my mum packed my luggage ..
well , not mine only lahh
my siblings ones too :)
8 ppl going for holiday &
there would be 8 luggages ..
how cool B-)
well , 7 actually
my baby bro does en have one
*hehe*
i'm super excited !!!!!

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well , thats all for now (:
my hands are super tired & i wanna sleep !
more updates tomorrow ;)

ta-ta !